Hi people! Dah berapa hari dah ni tak update. Merajuk pulak blog ai ni ^^ Ok ok bebi jangan merajuk mama update ni sayang. Eiii geli geli. Haha :p Ok tu gelak tak ikhlas sebab tak lawak langsung ok. Dah nak naik sekolah dah weh tapi sumpah aku tak ready lagi nak pegang gelaran form 5 tapi dah lama dah ready pegang gelaran Super Duper Senior!! Wuuuuuu clap clap! 2nd batch forevahhhh :D Ok ok sebelum aku start merepek lagi panjang, lets start the point. Tak pasti point or points. Ok proceed.
Tadi kan, beli barang naik sekolaaaaaah. Semangat siot aku bangun awal * such a miracle * pastu kemas tempat tidur pastu mandi pastu siap siap pastu shopping. Yang shopping just Umi, Acum dengan aku je. Kakak dengan Danish stayed at home cz next year kakak dah tak sekolah. Eleh bajet U jerrr. LMAO JK ok. So, kitorang je lah memerah keringat menyeret kaki sampai ke Melaka Raya, Kampung Jawa pastu Keluargaku, and lastly, Parkson T_T Sungguh ku tak tipu, memang nak tercabut dah ha kaki.
Takda function pun okay cerita pasal tu -_-
It's a common thing when girls tell you about insecureness. Nothing's weird bout it.
Insecure is something that haunted me since i'm a teen. A young joyful teenage girl that wanted everything. Happiness, friendship, love, family bliss, bestfriends, and to top it all of, Everything. When I missed something wether it's a need or just a thing that are not needed, i will hardly get for it. But when it comes to something that related to my insecureness and touched my feelings, I cant fight back. I'll feel low, down, depressed and fucking wanna cry. Why? It depends on what have i'd been insecure of. Like,
she's pretty
she's hot
she's wise in everything
she can makes a good conversations with the guys
she has fucking awesome thin legs. I want them! T_T cause mine was like retarded beast's legs
major of hot guys wanna date her
wow she's so white T_T sial ah.
she's sooo
she's sooo
and
she's soooo
etc etc etc. What am I being like this? Man, this is normal for girls. Semua nak jealous, semua nak envy and semua nak jadi macam apa yang dia nampak. Insecure is benefical, and at the same time, ada jugak badness dia. If we're insecure with that fucking beautiful bitch with bluish eyes wearing unspeakable outfits, everything fits well on her for us. Know what will happen then? We'll start blaming ourselves, We'll start cursing ourselves, drown in tears and lastly,
"I wanted to be perfect, just like every girl out there :'( "
Pastu nangis lagi, nangis, nangis nangis.
Bila aku fikir dalam dalam, lama lama, baru aku sedar. Insaf.
Allah dah jadikan aku macam ni, common words, Allah menciptakan manusia as sebaik-baik makhluk dalam dunia ni. So, kenapa kita nak jadi orang lain. Kita dah cukup perfect.
Girls, this life is just a game. Menda menda ni tak penting. Yang penting, hati. Hati mesti baik. Jangan ada sifat dengki. Memang kau takkan ke mana. Plizzzz trust me T_T * goyang goyang bahu korang *
Nuuuhhh nuuuhhh dont blame yourself bout that imperfectness. BELIEVE IN YOURSELF! And, just be yourself :) Semua orang ada keunikan masing masing.
Itu saja, byebyebye!
p/s: Aniq i miss you :'(
Luvvvvv, Nina Rawr <3